My big big big day. :)
9:38 PM
KYAA. Love it. :) I didn't expect my birthday would turn out to be one of the best. :) I'm so happy to know a lot remembered and greeted me. So touched. LOL! Had a fun time at E-Mall with my friends/classmates, Maia, Alexa, Kate, Joannah, Louie Jay, Phinky, and Cielo. :) We went sa WOF. :)) So fun. Nagbabasketball. LOL. Yehey. Im'ma upload the videos and pics bukas siguro. XD. LOL. AWW. So happy. I receive gifts from my friends. Online friends. :D
KYAA! Thanks to Shye and Kamille for those. :"> Love love love love it. :"> THANKS GUYS!
Hurt. Mad. Crying.
9:29 AM
Eto lang talaga tanong ko, bakit kinokompara nila ang Fahrenheit sa DBSK if sa tingin naman nila nothing compared to them ang Fahrenheit? If ikokompara nila ang FRH sa DBSK, eh, para na ring sinasabi nila na worth it
talaga icomapre sa kanila, diba? I know, 'yung ibang cassies mababait at 'yung iba pa nga kahit hindi FRH fans pinagtatanggol ang FRH and I really appreciate them.
Nakakainis lang talaga! Sige, di nga ganun ka galing kumanta ang Fahrenheit but they're improving.
'Yun naman 'yung importante eh. Ang hindi tama ay kung di sila nag-improve. Pero nag-improve naman eh! So, what's the problem?
Alam ko, pinagmamalaki niyo 'yung achievement
nila. 'Yung having the biggest fan club blah blah.
Pero sana naman, 'wag n'yong maliiting 'yung kakayahan ng FRH. They might not be better than DBSK
pero may maibubuga naman sila. They don't have to be the best
para lang maappreciate at hangaan. They don't have to be the best
para tawaging magagaling at idols. I know, it's kind of O.A to say I cried because of the way the cassies discriminate them but can you blame me? I love them. Not just as a fan.
Tinuturing ko sila na inspiration,
na parang part of my family
kahit alam ko, di nila ako kilala. Pero kung hindi dahil sa kanila, di ako magiging ganito kasaya. Di ako magiging ako ngayon. Di ako makakasurvive. Kung di dahil sa kanila, malamang, wala na ako sa planetang ito. Seriously, kund di dahil sa kanila, patay na ako ngayon. Nagpakamatay na ako. Ilang beses na akong nag-isip at nagtangka na umalis sa bwisit na mundong ito pero sa twing ginagawa ko 'yan, sila naiisip ko. Sinasabi ko sa sarili ko na 'wag muna kasi mamahalin ko pa sila hanggang sa huli. 'Wag muna kasi aabangan ko pa performances, songs at dramas nila.
'Wag muna kasi naniniwala ako na balang araw, makikita ko sila. 'Wag muna kasi alam ko, darating ang araw na makikilala ko pa sila, mayayakap at masasabi ko sa kanila kung gaano ko sila hinahangaan. Yes,
di sila ganyan kagaling, kahusay ng DBSK, pero sa lahat-lahat, if you say they're imperfect then I'll sa they're the BEST imperfect group
para sa akin. Hindi mahalaga sa akin kung sintunado man sila minsan. Kung di man sila ganun kagaling sumayaw. Kung di man nila mapantayan 'yung kaya ng DBSK. Wala na akong paki dun. Kasi alam ko may magagawa sila na hindi kayang gawin ng iba. Kahit DBSK pa. Proud ako at super happy
na fan nila ako kasi naranasan ko 'yung paano mahalin ng mga artista, kahit di nila kilala, 'yung mga fans. They taught me a lot of lessons.
Di lang sila basta-basta. They change lives. They improve lives. They make lives happy. Kung di ko nakilala ang S.H.E at FAhrenheit, malamang, loner
na ako ngayon. Ang laki lang talaga ng impak nila sa akin. Kaya sa lahat ng mga cassies na minamaliit sila, bahala na kayo. Kahit ilang beses niyo pang insultuhin at maliiting 'yung Fahrenheit, wala na akong pakialam. Kung 'yan nakikita niyo, pwes, hindi sa akin. Ang nakikita ko lang ay angels
na pinadala ni God
sa buhay ko para hindi ako mangungulila. May mga matuturing ako na mga kuya na tumutulong sa akin kahit di ako kilala. May mga matuturing ako na mga kuya na nagiging gabay ko sa lahat ng dumaan. May mga matuturing ako na mga kuya na palagang nagpapaalala sa akin kung gaano kaganda at kasaya ang buhay; nagpapaalala sa akin kung paano magiging mabait at maalagain sa iba at sa nasisira nating mundo.Di lang nila ako fan at di ko rin lang sila idols. They are way much more than that. And that's what made them extraordinary. Di na ako mangingialam kung ano pa ang sabihin niyo sa kanila kasi alam ko na mali kayo dahil as a loyal fan,
alam ko ang tunay nilang kakayahan.------------
To all who didn't understand my feelings,
salamat nalang sa pagbasa. To all who didn't understand, I'll just translate this soon. Not now.
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Nobody can go back and start a new beginning. But anyone can start today and make a new ending. -Maria RobinsonMy status:
Stated in my title. *sigh*
2-Platinum's Pool Party Pictures! [2PPPP] :))
2:28 PM
Well, I didn't blogged about our Pool Party which was held last April 6 coz I waited for the pics to come. And finally, :)) It's here. Although the first 2-3 days after the pool party was heck difficult because of the sunburn, the memory of our Pool Party made it feel better. :)) I just enjoyed every single moment that we had. Although not all Platinumianz came but still, it was amazing. We enjoyed the sun and the pool together for hours. :)) We only left the pool if we have to eat. LOLL! :))
Bwahahaha. 'Yan lang isheshare ko! :P I don't have pics much in our Pool Party coz I didn't bring my cam. :)) Hanapin niyo ako! :P
Quote to share: We are what we repeatedly do. Excellence, then, is not an act, but a habit. -Aristotle [Well, taken from Daddy Superman's blog post. :P]
My status: Do I still like you? Well, maybe I don't anymore?
Falling in..Love?
1:08 PM
Gaah! I really don't know what to do now. It seems like I really am falling for him. But it can't be! No no no and no! It's wrong. ABSOLUTELY wrong. And besides, it hurts. It hurts because it's like I'm always hoping and praying that he feels the same way, too, when in fact, he don't. Although he does not show whether he really feels the same or not, still, I'm somehow convinced that he really don't. I don't want to wait for nothing. For the impossible. For a miracle. It hurts. SUPER. It's the first time I felt this way to someone and damn! It's painful. Sigh. Right at this moment, while typing this out, I'm missing him. I feel like I badly wanna see him. I wanna talk to him. But I know I couldn't. Sigh.
To "Dridcohn" (it's just a code name for 'him'): I'm tired of thinking about you. I'm tired of crying over you. I'm tired of waiting for you. I'm tired of looking at you. I'm tired of trying to make you smile or laugh at me. I'm tired of getting your attention. I'm tired of waiting for your love. I'm tired of waiting for nothing.
Pwede ba, ikaw naman? Ako naman mahalin mo? Isipin mo? Iyakan mo? Tingnan mo? Patawanin o pangitiin mo? Pwede ba attensyon ko naman kunin mo? Pwede ba 'yun? Quote to share:
In the end, it's not about how many breaths you took but how many moments took your breath away.My status:
Almost every second I am thinking of him. Almost every minute I am missing him. Almost every hour I wish to talk to him. And almost everyday I want to see him. My mind told me to stop loving him while my heart says go. My mind wants to protect me from being hurt while my heart wants me to be happy. Who should I follow? I want to follow my heart but how could I when I know my mind is right? That I'll be hurt if I continue hoping for him to love me back. That I'll be hurt if I continue waiting for nothing. That I'll be hurt if I continue waiting for a miracle that's really very impossible to happened.Wuah! Summer Vacation na! :((
10:59 PM
GOSH! Instead of being happy, I'm really very sad. It seems like I don't want to end this school year. WAHH!! There's so much things that happened. Sad and fun ones. Math Jingle, MAPEH folk dance, High School Days, Pastaran, Dramatic Monologue, Cheska and Sir Eps moments (HAHAHA! xD), DomKate (ayiiee! xP), Science Club Tour (GOSH! The adventure! xP), "Textmate" (PRINCE DAIKI and MICHELLE) and a lot more!! =)) Although some are not that great but I REALLY ENJOYED BEING A SOPHOMORE STUDENT!! Haha! I can't wait to see my Platinumianz again. I wonder who will be our teacher when we're juniors already? Hehe.
Quote to share:
If it's because of his/her lips, eyes and great body, then it's not love. It's LUST. If it's because of his/her intelligence and insight about life, then it's not love. It's ADMIRATION. If it's because he/she cries everytime you try to leave, then it's not love. It's PITY. If it's because he/she makes you forget to sleep and study, then it's not love. It's INFATUATION. LOVE is when you don't know why you seem to be attracted to that person. Love has its own reason. And that reason is unknown. (:[It's a little long. I KNOW! xD]
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I'm confused. Can you help me?Disappointments
7:50 PM
It's really hard to disappoint someone who expects a lot from you. Especially, in school. And when the whole class do. Sigh. It's hard if the whole class disappoints the teachers. Sigh. Do we really have to be the best 'coz we're one of the highest section? Can't we be like the ones in the lower section? We can't always have good grades. But somehow, I know it's our fault. We have been reviewing for days and what do we have in our results? Only 8 passed. Nobody even got a line of 9. The highest is 89 or 89 below. Imagine, from the 37 students in II-Platinum, only 8 passed? Sigh. I know our teacher really felt bad about it since, like I said, we've been reviewing for days and that's how low we got?! I know it. We took for granted all the great and good things they've done to us. We took for granted the kindness of our teachers. 'Yung nakikijam sila, nakikitawa, nakikijoke, ALL! And I know it's really not good. Sigh. I just hope that our teachers will forgive us and give us chance. Although the school year is ending, still, hope they could give us the chance to prove that we're responsible, too. That we could still give the best of our best and meet their expectations. Someday, if not now then when we're in third year or fourth year. I know Platinumianz could change. For the better.
Quote to share: You wouldn't know how deep the pool is if you're not going to dive in.
My status: Too down to be me. :(
YIPEE! We're going to dance in E-Mall! xxD
1:03 PM
And MAPEH Group 2 Bumayah dancers is IN!! WOOHOO!! We're going to dance in the E-Mall!! Isn't it great?! :)) It's my second time now!! WOOHOO!! First was when we're in First Year, dancing B'lit B'laan with so uncomfortable costume. And now, dancing Bumayah with a (finally!) comfortable costume and props! :)) I so can't wait for it. But, I'm a little sad. Group 1, the 'Banga' dancers, weren't able to be accepted. Anyways, like they said, there's always a next time, right? :)) I so can't wait!! It would be this coming March 13, 2010! To all Cebuanos, to all people near Elizabeth Mall, WATCH IT!! :)) It would be in the 4th floor. The only way to get there is to use the elevator near the Entrance across Cebu Coliseum! :))
I'll be back next time! And I'm so gonna post the pics here, if there would be! :)) BYIEEE!! xxD
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There are some defeats more triumphant than victories.My status:
How can it be? It's wrong yet it feels so right. I never knew this would go deeper and deeper. I never expected to like you when I thought I'm getting over you.
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